"I Am" is a track that I wrote on a journey to accepting myself. It's all based on the inner dialogue and coping process of a person in need of granting themselves the chance to heal. It's one of those things that if someone were to try to describe, they might only make it through the beginning portion of explaining before they just said: "it's complicated." It was only complicated at that point because I was making it that way. You have to see yourself for who you are, and once you do, you can admit what you are to yourself. There's nothing wrong with being who you are. It's just very crucial that you learn how to deal with you are when you need to. That way, you won't stand in the way of others and their journey to find and be who they are.
Lyrics
I threw a rock at your window and I broke it
I’ve never been good at saying all those things call them unspoken
I woke up on the wrong side of the bed again today
I’m still trying to find that right side
I’m not exactly in my right mind
Whoa apparently I’m crazy and apparently that’s bad
Didn’t realize cause
When you’re younger people laugh
Should I be changing
I wonder if I can
Oh It is what it is
And I am who I am
I started talking to somebody I’ve gotta try to try
Says she loves me but she will leave me if I give her just one reason why but
I woke up guess that’s a good start now let come what may
I’ve never been the best at giving in
I just wanna be comfortable in my own skin yeah
Oh apparently I’m crazy and apparently that’s bad
Didn’t realize cause
When you’re younger people laugh
Should I be changing
I wonder if I can
oh It is what it is
And I am who
I struggle with humanity
Perceptions of reality
Breaking points always bend
I try to get a handle on
But the screws are loose if not all gone
I just accept that I am
What I am
Oh apparently I’m crazy and apparently that’s bad
Didn’t realize cause
When you’re younger people laugh
Should I be changing
I wonder if I can
Oh It is what it is
And I am who I am
Yeah I am who I am
Whoa I am who I am